It has been a long time since I kept a diary here. I post a blog in Japanese every day to another website; Ameblo. But I haven’t kept it here in English. That’s why I feel my English skill is still as same level as when I started this. LOL!
My life changes a lot. I start to work in Maple Leaf Sports & Entertainment from last week. I am second student to do internship in the company. Today was the first day that I worked full-time because ex-student, Kanae, had worked there until last Friday. So our jobs overlapped last week. I felt confused about the situation. We didn’t hear about it happened. So that I couldn’t work full-time and learn from the worker. But I tried to do my best. When I finished my work, I asked them to give me other jobs I can help them. You know, no matter how hard I worked, Kanae was able to work appropriately and she didn’t give them any stress. She’s already built a good relationship with them and they felt satisfied with her job. The things I work there prevented her from practical working opportunities. I needed to concern about her, I was compared to her by the workers… Yeah, it was a typical Japanese style I hate.
I don’t like to be compared to others. While I lived with my host family, I felt the comparing with ex-student. I was second student to stay at the house. The situation is repeated. It happens repeatedly. Something tells me to learn something from the situation? “You need to become not to compare yourself to ex-person” something like that? Is it a training in my life? I need to accomplish this situation? I escaped from the last situation as I moved in this house. I recognize I escape from the situation just now!!! I shouldn’t repeat. I try to put this feeling aside.
Well, I keep doing my best!
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